The Ghost of Past

What do you do when someone from your past comes back in your life?

I've moved on and in a better place now.
I tried being a "friend", but I got shut out.
There's nothing else to fall back on.

Are You Happy?

Last night, I attended one of my friend's 25th birthday party. And of course, I was bound to run into people I have not seen in a while which I always look forward to. As we were discussing how our lives are going, he asked me an interesting question that took me aback. He asked me, "are you happy?" I have been asked that question numerous times, but when I was asked by him it finally sunk in, am I happy?

For the most part, I am happy.

I have a good career field I have chosen, good circle of genuine friends, and a loving and supportive family.

There are also the materialistic goals that I still would like to attain, such as owning a condo/house and having a little bit more money for security purposes. As well as, finding love.

I'm 25 years old, love will come my way when it's meant to be. But for now, I'm enjoying the single life! *Cue Beyonce's Single Ladies* :P

When I parted from my friend, he reminded me to "make sure YOU ARE happy." I do and I always find the good in anything.

In Limbo...

It has been a few weeks since I last updated. I got busy with my new part-time teaching gig. All I can say it has its ups and downs. But for the most part, I get to teach even though I'm always nervous that I'm not doing a good job. The feeling of being watched over by my associate teacher still lingers thanks to teacher's college. But this time I am on my own with a student. My own 'class' my own rules. I should just take it one day at a time and learn from this experience.

The month of November has been odd. Family and work has been frustrating. Love is none existent. Crushes are there which causes confusion as always. I only say that because of the consequences that could happen. Friends are wonderful and annoying. Haha...

What else...?

Oh, I'm turning 25 in 6 days.
Big changes have happened in my life but why do I still feel like I haven't made that much accomplishment?...

Shake You

I want to shake you, shake you and say, "I care. I care!!"
You find the most genuine from the most unexpected.
I care. But I might stop if you keep being so distant.

~ Sara Angela

Double Dose of Dereon

This one is my workout song...



"If you like it then you should put a ring on it." Haha...

Then a break-up song...



I'm liking the black-and-white theme Beyonce had going in her two videos.

UPDATE!
Apparently the song "If I Were A Boy" was ripped off from this other female artist named BC Jean. I actually like her version of the song much better than Knowles'.